- ` j i a l i n * ____ [ the sky is so high ]

2008-11-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

=]] this is what i do when i'm bored, and apprently, i'm really bored. i know i'm supposed to be studying now and stuff, but honestly. cant bring myself to it. so, did chinese p1 ans 2 today. chinese is difficult. couldnt read half the words presented to me. i'm no language person obviously. ohoh. and i watched gossip girl season 2 ep 9 just now. it was great. rah... i feel stupid. haha. cant wait for exams to be over. HOLIDAY.! and return for my doom. but its ok. i could always retake individual papers for 100 pounds each next may =]] haha.

2008-09-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

the sept holiday week really changed the way i see things. it never felt so.. different. OMG, CAN PEOPLE STOP SIGNING IN AND OUT.!! damn.
i never thought that that kind of feeling was possible again. i thought it was just a moment of craze. but it did. it changed everything. i finally realized that it is possible. not with you of course. haha. but wells. exams are in 2 mnths and i seem to be playing more now than ever. whats wrong with me. i cant wait till exams are over though. i wanna go on a holiday.
but as of now, im feeling kind of down maybe. ive got no clear idea why. everyting i think of smth, it makes sense, but when i give it a second thought it doesnt anymore.
your presence seems to have enlightened many of us as ive told you before. both in a good way and bad. but this moment of realization is really tough and i honestly dont wish to deal with is cause wells, i think i'm afraid i may make the wrong decision.?? but it kinda sucks. my dad is coming back on tues and my sis is leaving on fri. i wonder if my dad will leave with my sis, i sure hope so.
i'm so supposed to be studying, but i cant bring myself to. dont know why. maybe when you leave things will turn out all right.?? but i think you're just an excuse to all these. haha. i have this feeling that even when you're gone i'll still be as lazy as ever. you know. i really think i shld start keeping a proper diary. cause online dairies are not at all private and ahha of course i cant say everything here. but what am i gonna do once ive filled the book.? throw it away.? thats just stupid. keep it.?? what for.? what if someone found it.? damn. its really stupid.

2008-09-07T10:03:00.002+08:00

woah.. last week was.. woah.. haha. i've had never drunk so much in so little time and gotten drunk so many days in a row. damn.. i'm going to hell. not that i really care that is. haha.
went clubbing at arena with bf, jean, sam, yiming and leeman on friday night 29 august. which means at 12midnight i would be 18. haha.
sam and my birthday chalet on monday 1 sept. where we all got soo soo drunk.
leemans birthday on 2 sept where wee all got abit drunk but yiming got really really drunk and dropped his phone 3 levels down. and so many other funny stuff happened during truth or dare. it was mostly dare anyways.
3 sept.. hrmmss...oh.. went to yimings hse again for no reason at all to drink. haha. that was real shit mans. we all got DEAD drunk. haha.
i hardly got any sleep or even wnet home those days, so like when i actually went home on thursday, i slept for like 14 hrs. haha. i feel like a pig.
also, i've really got to start doing my work. especially bio, vivienne loh is gonna blow my head off my body if i dont do her work. and i just feel bad for the other teachers. haha. i am i good student =]]
went shopping for winter clothes ystd with my mom. YAY.! i'll be going to scotland =]] and we'll be coming back with my sister to tour europe.!! haha. i'm so so so glad. but i think if thats really the case i'll need to activate autoroaming service on my comp cause i'd probably not be back in more than 1 mnth and i'll miss my friends =[[
LALA

2008-08-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

ok. i'm officially pissed off. tok presentation is due this wednesday and we havent done shit. seriously, yiming and stephen are like totally relaxed about it. i suppose they know that i'll end up doing everything anyways. their schedules are totally mismatched, and they expect me to give up shopping just to do it tomorrow. i already did the draft copy all by myself. shouldnt they like at least contribute. whats worst, i think they lost my tok book. now HOW IN THE WORLD are we gonna get things done. i've just got myself into the one week resting mood, this totally spoils it. even before prelims, they were all busy studying and going for tuition and leaving all the work for the draft to me. dont they know that they're not the only ones with exams, i screwed up my prelims. are they pleased now. seriously. if i hadnt not known that crystal was still available i would so have partnered her instead of these two incompetent assholes. i mean.. well.. its just so irritating that i'd rather do it alone. but its too late to back out now. i honestly thought that since this was like part of the real thing that they would put in some effort. they have a total different perspective to all these issues and i thought maybe it'll make the presentation a little more exciting. but i guess i was sadly mistakened. i'm really pissed offf. i feel like stabbing them.

anyways. i'm so screwed abt my birthday, my mom is being a sudden ass and decided not to sponsor me although the promised me before. what am i gonna do. where am i gonna go. i can ask my grandma, nut i feel bad. and my father refuses to give me anything too. i'm gonna turn 18, does that not mean anything at all.? they keep saying that 21th birthday will be more impt. i thought that was supposed to be up to me to decide, its my birthday afterall. and to me. 18 is more impt cause its like LEGALITY to almost everything. wth.

2008-08-04T23:44:00.004+08:00

just cause i feel like it, i'm gonna post a long blogpost today.

Firstly, lets discuss examinations. hmm.. nth much actually. my last paper is this coming thursday, its econs. damn, i havent started econs yet, what am i gonna do. Bio's tmr, have no motivation at all. NONE i tell you. english was crap. p1 was.. well.. expected.. haha. but p2, well, i didnt actually know what i was supposed to write and stuff, so i thought "if i write like alot and fail, i'll feel worse than if i write lesser and fail" so i chose to write lesser. covered 2 themes in 3.5 pages. thats really lnog if you ask me. mani'm so gonna screw prelims, i can feel it in my bones. heh.

now. random.
i wentfor the NDP show twice this year. it was good. not refering to the performances btw, i prefer the fighter jet performance and the fireworks. it was really pretty. but still, i would have to admit, is was kinda a waste of time considerng the fact that i'm having exams now. i'm useless.

oh god, i really cant wait for my birthday. i'll be 18. i'll be so glad. YAY.! haha going to the career smth fair on sat. wonder if it'll be of any use at all. hopefully yes. haha. applying to uni's is interesting.

ok. i went off, and came back.

i'm tired. but i really gotta study man. bio's tmr. but i'm soo tired. what am i to do.??

2008-07-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

there's so much going on in my head now. everything is getting so weird and complicated. firstly, university applications. damn. i think prelims is gonna suck. if i can get like 35 pts. i'll touch the sky. haha. i'm only saying that cause i know its impossible.
adding to that.. blah, blah, blah. dams.
My birthday thingy is also getting kinda screwed up. havent prepared anything. what am i gonna do.????

2008-07-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

YAY.! IOC's over. haha. but i got gulivers travel. damn. a part of the text a didnt bother to read cause i thought it wouldnt come out. Olwande wasnt the least bit scary though. thank god. i think i did quite badly, out of the 15 mins, i spent like 5 mins saying nth at all. heh. olwande said i did well, but i think he was lying. of course, if he wasnt, i'd be pleased. haha

i've gotta start on my econs commentary 4 like now. handing up on monday. tok presentation too. haha. damn...

2008-07-01T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm sick =[[ was planning to study at home today since i didnt go to school. but guess what, i didnt. i was using the comp the whole day, i didnt even get any rest, and i'm now feeling even worse. damn. and i'm supposed to go to school tmr.. i need to. to tell my teacher to postpone my chinese ib oral from this thurs to hopefully next week. i sound different now. a cant be recorded. haha. no way. and besides, i havent even got my speech.

victoria's secret has many nice looking dresses. damn. i wanna buy, but that is if my mom is gonna let my buy them online. haha.

2008-06-29T13:11:00.001+08:00

my throat hurts =[ i'm like so bored. really wanna go to keppel but no one wants to bring me there. chinese individual oral is on thurs and i havent done anything about my speech. damn. and this is actually going to ib. what am i gonna do.?? furthermore, my chinese isnt exactly good, which means i cant crap up a few stuff and get good grades. i have totally no idea what i'm gonna talk about.
i'm like watching movies on the internet now. i feel so god damn useless. but what am i to do.?? its a hot day and people feel lazy on hot days.

2008-06-24T18:27:00.003+08:00

omg lah. schools crazy. hist test tomorrow. haha. crap.
Bio IA was hard. damn. i could have swore she said she was gonna show us a microscopy of a blood smear. I never heard her saying anything about us having an IA today. totally didnt know how to caliberate the microscope or whatever. didnt see shit. but i did manage to see the red and white blood cells. and my eyelashes too. haha. really stupid. anyways gonna work on my selling site thingy.

http://goingonce-twice-gone.blogspot.com

2008-06-23T18:45:00.001+08:00

USELESS. you really dont ever know when you're in the wrong and why do you.? i'm done with it. you'd better find out soon on your own.

2008-06-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

schools starting soon, hols are over. means i've gotta get up early everyday. suffer in class and prepare for tests. crap. prelims are coming soon. havent done shit. damn. dont even know what i've been busy with. life is boring. heh. gotta do world lit later. hopefully i'll have the determination to do so. damn.

2008-06-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

school's starting soon. feeling sad. i've got so much to do and i'm not even half way there.
i wonder, if i clear out my cupboard, where can i put all the clothes and bags which i dont want. hmm.. thought of giving it away cause it's all rather new or not used, but then again, who would want it.? right.? but if not.? what else can i do with it.? hmmmm
ok.. gonna meet eunice later =]] staying over at her house today. picnic tmr at botanical gardens. haha.
ok.. i think i'm going down for brunch now and cartoon marathon before i go back up to study hist. hopefully i'll have enough time.

2008-06-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

i think everyone should go to body shop and buy the lip butter which helps those HIV people. i mean, there has been soo many products targeted at these poor souls but this one is actually worth it. 10.90 for a tub and it smells good and nourishes your lips at the same time. yum.
cant wait for my birthday. just bought my tiara today =]] havent exactly decided on the venue yet. possibly as one of those big ass chalets. haha. but the dress is gonna be troublesome. dont intend to custom make one. its too troublesome. but shopping for one it gonna be just as bad.. hmmm.. so i wonder.
my dad is back in spore, leaving tmr. kinda glad actually. but school starts next week. thanks to vivienne loh. however you spell her name. i'm gonna be so thankful to her when i get my results, but as of now, i hate her and i think she's a total bitch. btw. dont think i'm gonna do anything tonight. its raining really really heavily. its depressing.

2008-06-10T16:44:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah.. i'm going swimming now.. my mom's brining me there. haha. gotta go back to bedok to stay tonight. it'll be boring, hopefully i can do something productive and study.??? i've got a history test first day of school, most likely gonna fail.. but..... nah. surely gonna fail. history's a stupid subject. i'm so not gonna do my hist essays. too damn lazy. as if studying history is not bad enough. ok. going now. =]]

2007-12-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

=]] long time since i've done anything to this.

i've made a new wishlist. extravagant as it may be, i think its worth it =]] planning all my presents and all. haha. i'm so glad.

holidays are almost over and back to school i shall go. gotta start on all my many many homeworks. shat.

through this long time, many stuff happened. too much to say. just glad that everything is fine now, for us that is.

2007-07-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

off he goes to the army again... but he'll be out on thurs this time.. which means only 3 days.. haha... yayyss...
my phone.. died on me again.. shit.. stupid blank screen.. its so damn irritating... tmr gotta go back to bedok to change to my other phone.. dunno if i shld bring ultraman here tmr... cause might be polishing the floor.. dont want ultraman to get dirty... its raining now... luckily i bathed fast enough.. if not i would have to bathe in the rain.. haha...
i've still got tons of hw to do... no more slacking mans.. i plan to finish my hw by this 3 days so when he comes out on thurs i can go out to play with no worries at all =]]

2007-07-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

again.. hes gone... back to camp =[[ 5 more days... got nth to do really... i mean loads of stuff but just dont feel like doing any...
yawns.. i feel like sleeping..

2007-06-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

I'VE BEEN SOOO TIRED... omg.. i've been keeping myself awake in school these few days with SOUR SWEETS. heh..
dunno why.... it's not that i'm not getting enough sleep.. its just that.. hmm.. maybe i'm not used to it.??
the first week is almost over and i havent skipped any lessons =]] good job daphne...

2 MORE DAYS =]]

2007-06-25T17:53:00.000+08:00

first day of school... hmmmmm.. wasnt too bad =]] the worst thing is that i've yet AGAIN ended up in i forgot whats her name's history class.. DAMN.. she is like soooo stcuctured.. i HATE structure.. i'm gonna start failing history ALLL OVER AGAIN.... heh.. stupid..
so.. i've got homework... and i gotta do it... yah... gotta study hard mans....
the new econs teacher is interesting... haha.. at least i didnt fall asleep.. in fact.. on one in class did.. surprise, surprise.. ohohoh... saysern got a tattoo a 2 weeks ago.. OMG... its like big.. must have hurt hell loads.. kept psycoing me today to get a tattoo done too... NO WAY MANS.... i'm scared of pain... if i wasnt i would have gotten one like long, long ago... haha..
5 more days.. and he'll be out of camp =]]
saturday at 12noon. i'll be there =]
for now.. homework time. yeahhh...

2007-06-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

=]] went to watch " A Doll's House" and the drama centre theatre today.. saw eunice and saysern there. haha
it was quite good really.. the acting and all, really depicts the characters personality.. really interesting....

anyways.. got the keys already.!!! but theres NOTHING in the new house.. only water. haha.. wth rights.. so started cleaning today.. i scrubed the toilet.. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.?? even i cant. but i'm proud of myself.. and my kind cousin helped me scrub my balcony =]] awww.. sweet...

6 more days... theres still 6 MORE DAYS till he book out of camp... =[[ i'm really bored.. sooo not used to it.. thinking if i shld go down to yishun sports hall tmr..... hmmm.. dunno if i'll be free anyways....

2007-06-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

didnt teach today.. too tired.. yeah.. went to ts then rushed doen to maris stella high to watch the hwarang tournament with peiyi.. dont really understand why things has got to be like this, i'm not even asking anything from you.. and neither will i bite. why do you walk away at the sight of me.. or maybe thats just my wild imagination.. dunno manss..
it kinda made me depressed.. but i'm ok... yeah.. thanks to dave.?? haha..
gonna be a good girl and stay at home tmr to do my hw.. yah.. gotta do it finish.. heh.. tiring...
i'm waiting for his call now.. haha.. =]]
my room is clean.. and i'm happy bout it.. i like it to be clean... duhh... who doesnt.??

2007-06-16T09:06:00.000+08:00

off he goes to army.. feeling sad...
40SAR. keat hong camp.. the camp is kinda nice.. doesnt looks scary or anything.. the officers seem nice too.. but wellss.. who knows what goes on behind the closed doors.. right.??
bought my new set of uniform alrdys... leaving the house soon for lavender.. gonna go teach.. then.... erm.. come home...? i've got nowhere to go.. i'm not used to not meeting him everyday... i dunno where to go.. kinda became more dependent than i had been before...
moving house soon... 22nd june.. next friday... but still gotta get all the renovations done and everything...
got 2 more essays to finish.. feeling too tired to do any of it.. but gonna start on my eng one first.. its IMPORTANT.!! hell yah...

2007-06-14T09:16:00.000+08:00

=]] back from thailand.. haha.. went there for like 5 days and shopped like mad.. bought many tops but very few bottoms.. why.?? cause thais have toothpick legs. yah..

it was fun.. but wells.. i dunno.. daddy didnt give us enough money.. only about 12,000 bath (if thats how you spell it)
went to pattaya too... didnt manage to go to the beach.. again.. daddy didnt wanna bring us =[[

oh wellss.. pics..

AND.... a cute parrot flew into my house 2 days ago.. haha.. but gave it away cause didnt wanna keep it.. more pics.

cute eh.. haha

2007-06-08T03:36:00.000+08:00

hiiii...
i'll be flying off to thailand tmr... not exactly sure where we are going.. that largely depends on where my father wants to bring us.. yeah..
hopefully we'll be going to a resort.. why.? because thailand is really boring when it comes to shopping.. 98% of the cheap stuff are like horrid, and the not so cheap stuff, well, might as well buy it in spore..
trying to up load pics now.. internet is like screwed.. heh..
i'm bored and i've got nth to do.. not nth actually, its just that i dont wish to do it.. haha.. been playing games for the last hr,

http://www.orisinal.com

most entertaining webbie yet =]], so go ahead and entertain yourself.

lalalalala...

oh.. i went to sentosa ystd =]] it was soo fun.. sat the skyride thing and all.. and i've got a rather even tan now.. hope the thailand trip doesnt spoil it.. the service in sentosa is the greatest, everyones like smiling =]] i like it.. so are the coconuts from delifrance. SWEET.!!

2007-05-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

=]]]

watched shrek 3 with my mom and i love you ystd.. its was omg damn funnyy.. i was practically laughing my eyeballs out...
hahaha... i recommend it to EVERYONE.. its the best... so is priates..

so, i told jeanette that i was going to zouk a few days ago, but come ystd, i didnt feel like going, so i went out of my house in an awefully casual wear. guess what.? the tickets were alrdy bought.. so i had to rush shopping with my mom and get everything i needed. luckily i still ended up with somewhat acceptable chothes =] killer shoes though. my feet is still hurting soooo much now...

it was really dramatic somewhere arnd erm.. 1+am.?? sam was drunk, leaning on connie and he couldnt go home cause he's in a "camp". ellen and adele was crying their eyes out because of some.. ok.. nvm..

and i saw lynette.. omg.. its been sooo many years... i missed her so much.. haha...
long lost friend... i love em.

i've done like a third of my hw... hmm.. not bad for a start =]]
determination. YES i can do it.. leaving spore in a few days.. wanna do my hw finish before that..
HOPEFULLY.

2007-05-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

hiihi..
havent blogged in such a long time..
been busy you see...
haha..
loads of hw, plus shopping for furniture....
yawns...
i like my hair now.. its like curled =]]
yayyss..

2007-05-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

hihi.. i'm staying at my grandmas house now.... heh.. forced out of my own house cause of my sister's crashed car... haha.. but honestly... if the bed here was abit bigger... i like it here much more than my real house... its sooo much more peceful.. haha..
i've got hell loads of homework.... yawnnsss.. but i'm so tired... still gotta do it though.. ohohoh... i finally made a sensible decision.. i dont think i'll buy that awefully cute and gorgeous dior cube lip gloss.. why.?? because its freaking expensive and i'd rather spend my money on other more impt stuff like going out everyday.. HAHA. makes sense right =]]
holidays are coming soon.. next monday.!!! yeah.!!! so happy... gonna catch up on my work then.. i have got to..its a MUST. not a want.. sad eh..
oh great.. internet connection lost.. gotta wait for it to reconnect before posting...
lalalalalala...
my life is empty now.. i like come home aft school everyday...no fun =[[[[ i wanna go out... heh...
i went ice skating with peiyi the other day... omg.. i like it.. its so fun.. havent been in so long.. i wanna go again... and we took pics in the id photo booth.. haha... retarded but fun =]

2007-05-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

been sick the past few days.. rotting my life away in my bed which surprisingly wasnt all that comfortable =[
oh wells... still a little sick but might be returing back to school tmr... i dunno if i shld.. damn bio bitch.. there's supposed to be a test tmr.. and i havent studied anything.. i highly doubt she'll let me postpone the test.. and if i said i was too tired to study after taking my medicine she'll probably just make a comeback by saying i should have studied beforehand.. BITCH.. cant she spare a thought for someone other than herself.. unreasonable.. so i got up just to do my bio hw finish.. i dont have my notes with me so i cant study althought i really wish i could.. i was thinking of doing my math hw.. maybe.. got a retest foe math and econs next week.. maybe bio too..??
i'm going mad alrdy... its killing me....
whats worse.. my room light it STILL spoilt.. and the only light my room is running on is 2 table lamps.. heh.. how 'romantic' bleah..
sooo.. shld i attend sch tmr.. i used "attend" cause i'll be going anyway, to get my files and everything.. i highly dont feel like it... wanna go for hist though.. i <3>

2007-05-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

i feel, i feel , i feel.. that i shld just spare aside some time of my everyday to update this thingy.. haha.. wellss.. i didnt go to school today.. was sick.. sad eh.. yeah.. so sad... but gotta go to school tmr.. got math test.. but.. i so dont feel like going... econs test on thurs which i heavent even read the text once, and bio test on friday whuch i know i'm gonna fail cause barely anyone ever passas as the teacher's a bitch. bleah..
new sickness occuring... dripping nose.. why.? beacuse i tried to act smart by drinking water while lying down and everything spilled all over my face.. TWICE.!! heh..
end school at 3.40 tmr.. wonder if i can leave any earlier......
haha.. anyways.. theres another party at DXO this coming sat.. haha.. ronald bet me $50 that i'll be going.. and since you say so........ I'LL SHOW YOU I CAN DONT GO.. haha. you think i'm an addicted party animal.? lalalalala.. you thought wrong... haha..
hafiy just called me today... said the silver NYAA was supposed to be collected today at SP.. but i never even heard anything abt it.. and i dunno mans.. i'll just wait and see =]]
as for now.... back to my rest..

2007-05-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

pictues speak a thousand words... so i'll just let the pics speak on my behalf. HAHA

haha... yeah.. so thats my life now basically.. sch frm morning to late afternoon. homework whenever.. and clubs, yeah..

pathetic eh..

2007-04-22T08:25:00.000+08:00

Haven't updated in months.!!! been really busy you see.. not exactly with homework.. more of just going out and having fun.. HAHA. but now i've got loads of hw and 2 tests next week.. so i'm gonna do it. YEAH. sooo. random post =]]

2007-04-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala.. just cleaned my room.. gonna start on my hw like.. soon.. haha.. sooo much to do.. school tomorrow is like until 5.10pm.. i actually wanna go back to ij.. but if i go back.. everyone would be gone.. =[[ maybe i'll just take a cabby down aft school.. there is cca there after all.. haha.. i wanna buy the m.a.c barbie lipstick.. i feel like going shopping today.. but.. i dunno..

2007-04-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

Damn.. havent blogged in ages.. oh wells.. been busy.. what d'ya have to say abt that.?? haha

i've got PILING homework.. haha..

malaysia with you guys were so fun.. doent matter if we got into trouble... I LOVE YOU GUYS.!

I MISS INNOVA TOO.!!!! gonna go back sometime soon.

FOURSOME : Hemal; Kimberley; Jeanette; Daphne

2007-03-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalala.... stupidly bored.. gotta get my uniform altered by today.. thanks to be wasting the entire week away.. SMART.....

2007-03-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

sat at hg macs for like 4 hrs straight doing hist.. KILLER.!!!
there was a really cute kitten under the car.. spent like 30 mins trying to catch it so i can bring it home.. but it didnt wanna come out.. aww...
I DIDNT GO TO CLUB MOMO YSTD.!! i'm a good girl =]]
going out with my cousin again later.. i really cant do without my allowence anymore... its.. TORTURE.! so i'm asking my mom for it instead =] great mom. haha
going t ms tonight. not exactly sure where.. hemal's reccomendation.
lala.. kelvin asked me out today.. dunno if i wanna go.. dont want history to repeat itself.

2007-03-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

st james was FUN.!! haha.. yeahss.. didnt stay till too late though..
i've got like tons of school work to complete and i've started. yes. but i'm not even half way there.. DAMN..
i really wanna go to club momo tonight.. but will i have enough time to complete all my work.? i really dont know mans.. was way to lazy to go to jeanettes house today to do our chinese project.. so will do it only when school starts or what.. KARMY GOT ACCEPTED INTO ACJC.!! ok.. means one less chinese project partner.. awww.....
school hols are ending soon.. i've still gotta get one more set of uniform and send all of it for altering.. omg.. i cant believe one week is so short.. its ok.. there's still JUNE HOLS.!! which is like a million years away...
so i really dunno.. shld i go to club momo tonight.??? is jeanette, hemal and kimberly intending to go.?? hmm... i dunno..
i wanna go study.. but my home is wayyy to comfortable for any of it to take place.. but yet, i'm too lazy to leave... haha. ok... theres smth wrong with my brain.. as usual..
especially with all those rubbish running through my mind... so weird..
good day..

2007-03-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

i REALLY ought to be studying.. but i just cant bring myself to....

gonna leave the house at around 5 or 5.30.. meeting jeanette at vivocity before going to st james... haha.. feeling so ultra bored now.. spent practically the whole day in bed.. it was really nice though... i've still got school tomorrow... i bet i'll just sleep..

OH.! and somehow.. jeanette and i are going to be wearing the same thing.. it wasnt even planned.. haha.. hmm.. interesting..

wonder what time i'll be leaving there.. maybe when it closes.. but i dont intend to go home anyways... thinking if i shld bring my uniform so i can just like rot arnd until its time to go to school.. HAHA. its retarded i know.. hmmm... but i think i wont.

half an hr more until i'm gonna bathe..

nice blue tongue.!

CNY fireworks

=]]]

2007-03-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

hols are here.!! whats the diff.. HAHA

had been forced to work for the past 2 days.. damn boring job.. was at relc building giving out stuff.. yeah..

i've got school tmr... awwww... its sad....
have been getting very very little sleep these few days.. met up with some of my classmates ystd night for pool.. havent seen them in forever.. haha.. they've gotten really good.. i got trashed by everyone of them.. or maybe its just that i'm bad =[ i just simply cant aim..

going out again later.. not too sure where...

i seem to be at a total loss of things to blog... peiyi is leaving the country tmr.. I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY TOO.!!!

ok.. i'm gonna watch tv now...

2007-03-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO.!!! march hols are here.!!! actually.. no.. i dont have holidays.. gotta go back to school on mons till weds for bridging classes, got HELL loads of hw and gotta catch up with the other students.. esp for history... hl history.. damn..
not going to sch tmr.. its sports day.. was thinking of going back to innova.. but.. hmm.. dont exactly wanna go like EARLY in the morning.. or maybe i will =]]
lala. took a cab back again today.. with jeanette, andrew and marcus.. haha.. enjoyable ride back.? i think i laughed till i developed packs.
yeahss.. ANYONE WANNA GO ST JAMES THIS TUES.???

2007-03-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

okayss.... havent updated in a long time...

i cant even remember what happened throughout the week.. HAHA. been really busy.. with hell loads to do. theres a history test on russia on monday and i haven even started learning ANYTHING abt it.. gonna start studying tmr =]

a few shoutouts and i'm going to bed

THANKS TO :

-samuel for the ben and jerry's treat
-cornelyus for the encouragement
-ronald for putting up with my busy schedule
-lihao for fetching me despite my sisters mood swings
-MY BED FOR BEING SOOOOO COMFORTABLE.!!

i'm a goldfish =]

2007-03-01T14:21:00.000+08:00

IVP is this sat.. and i'm bruiseified.. DAMN.!!
haha. and guess what.. i think they mixed up the ballots and somehow i'm in the female (brown) bantam cat.. when i'm SUPPOSED to be in the female (black) fly cat.. hmm....
i dunno man.. the ij tkd captain hasnt confirmed with me anything yet..
its founders day today.. couldnt be bothered to even wake up. HAHA.

2007-02-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

ohhh.. my sunday disappeared again.. didnt go to dxo last night. went to punks instead.. there was an american party... really different atmosphere.. haha.
AND.!! i got an ORANGE tag... meaning i am 18 and above =]]
haha..
so.. we drank hell loads. it was a reall funny night. as in funNY.
jason.. OMG... he's a retarded ass when hes drunk...
schs tmr.. darn sch bus pickes me up at 6.15... freaking early.. sickening..
going back to ij tmr.!!

2007-02-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

woahh..!! i like just woke up frm my ever so comfortable sleep...
ystd, we went to the global indian international school for the 'under no roof' programme.. it was raining before the programme started so i thought they would have some sort of a wet weather programme, but guess what.? they carried on with the original plans.. meaning we've gotta like built our houses from cardboard boxes on the mud... ewww... and YES. the cardboard boxes absorbed water so i was really kinda damp.. very few people managed to sleep.. as for me, i slept of total 1.5 hrs. heh.
there was also a tug of war game. we were up against like OFS, ISS, IIS,chatsworth, CIS and i'm not sure if there're more.. but all of then were practically twice our size.. so of course. we got trashed. we did put on a fight though.. and i've got a blueblack.. haha. i've never seen people fly that way before..
pingsi was also super pitiful.. the guys kept bullying him.. first they tied him up and at about 3plu, they decided to give him a free brazilian face waxing with masking tape. haha. it was hilarious..
i was supposed to go dxo tonight for the chronic.. but i'm wayy to tired.. and also i've got 2 tests next week.. maths and econs.

2007-02-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

i realise i havent been posting pics lately.... haha.. so since i got the time now..

here're some pics of 0741c.!!

0741c girls.

0741c with ogl yiwenSPLAT.!SHAN WEE.!!i LOVE you melissa baby. haha.

2007-02-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

i'm NOT going overseas already =]]
i'm also NOT staying in innova jc even though i really enjoyed it.
instead.. i'm transferring.. to anglo-chinese school international.
its a really nice school.. NOT the current building.. but the people..
i'll miss EVERYONE in ij.. 0741C.!! hockey.!!
esp my melissa baby =[[
HOPE EVERYONE CHOOSES THE RIGHT PRE U COURSE. it's really impt..

its valentines day tmr...
I LOVE EVERYONE.!!

2007-02-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A JOKE FOR EVERYONE.!! haha. i passed my amaths.!! i cant believe it..

pretty pathetic.. i got like exactly 20 pts for o's.. well.. at least i can get back to innova..its really sad though.. but i didnt really study much anyways.. what can i expect rights...

OMG. i cant believe it.. i got b4 for my eng.. totally cant believe it.. how could that happen.. humans b3. DAMN.! subjects that i thought i'd score in.. i didnt. subjects i didnt even think i'd pass or do well in.. i did well.. whats wrong with cambridge markers.. heh

i@fun yesterday was quite fun.. yeah.. i got to take a pic with SHAN WEE.!! yay.! hes like soo tall..

we took so many pics on that day.. kinda sad though.. technically.. its gonna be like the last day of school as a class... results are out.. not everyone can get back to ijc, some people got really good results and they might not be staying.. many people are also planning to change subj combinations.. its gonna be soo sad...
i kinda wanna change my subj combi too.. but ij doesnt have the combi i want.. hopefully, they will change the diff combinations..

2007-02-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

YAY.!! didnt run for pe today.. had games.. VOLLEYBALL.. gosh, i hate that game.. heh. i injured one of my fingers and got knocked on the head by the ball too.. ouchh...

innovians are so supportive.. haha.. during fun raising today.. we were supposed to sell ice cream.. but cause it was kinda melted.. we changed the name to ice cream smoothie.. honestly.. it looked kinda sick.. but we still managed to sell two tuubs of weird looking and tasting so called ice cream.. haha.. INNOVA ROCKS MAN.!!

guess what.. i went running with eunice in the evening today.. only ran like 2km though.. going to run again tomorrow =]]

2007-02-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

ok.. who cares if you're reading or not..

haha. went shopping ystd.!!! bought so so many stuff.. =]] shopped at bugis then went to chinatown. got that thing ronald wanted. haha.
oh.. guess what.!! i cleaned my room.. and also rearranged my furniture.
theres sch tmr.. i dunno if i shld be happy or sad..
oh wells. results are coming out soon.. OMG.. at least i know theres one person who really REALLY wants me to get below 20pts.. nee peiyi.. so she can inherit all my notes -_-"

ouchh... my finger hurts..

2007-02-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

you know how i thought coming to jc and everything would help change my life in the aspects of that very very hurtful exp.. i dunno.. it doesnt seem to work. heh. i read smth that wells.. yeah.. but results are coming out soon.. its time i moved on.. maybe the day i leave this country it would be better =] looking foreward to it..
ystd.. alvin and ronald did smth i seriously could hate them for.. sorry jason... i honestly didnt know whats up with them...
so i'm going out soon... dont really feel like leaving the house now... but.. i'm going.. maybe gonna visit my gradma later on..
just watched borat finish.. its a dumb show.. not exactly very funny.. but it has sort of a weird thing where i dunno if i shld laugh of cry.. heh..
you know i was thinking.. i shld close this blog down.. since i mainly started it for that only purpose.. i have no reason to continue it anymore..
well.. we'll see abt it.

2007-01-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm home.! first time i've been home so freaking early ever since i've started school...
but i've got like TONS of homework.. even projects. geog is a killer subject. the tutorials are like stacking up.
the tests today... i think i'm going to fail.. bearly had time to study.. it's my fault i know.. but... its always easier to blame others. haha
went for tkd instead of hockey today.. i shld have went for hockey. tkd in innova is horribly boring.. but i really do need the training... oh wells.. gonna get started on my hw. =]

2007-01-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

=]] went out with eunice and huiwen today...
didnt go for hockey. went back to chaichee. =]] kinda miss the school..
eunice and i have got a plan for this sat =]
feeling kinda sick now.. if i still feel like that tmr.. i wont go to sch.

2007-01-28T13:01:00.000+08:00

=]] yawwnss...
punks was kinda boring last night.. haha. wasnt really lively and all.. but did loads of drinking. haha.
ronald was like high lahs.... totally mad....
i went to help out at the tkd grading this morning... was so tired.. fell asleep on the table until some auntie asked me some stupid questions.
dave is an ass.. he spoils all my jokes.. he knows all the answers =[[

2007-01-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

haha. wah... i slept all the way till 12pm today =]]
i feel refreshed.. yeah...
gonna meet alvin again later.. going punks =]
i wonder who else will be going.. hmmm.. eunice.? ronald.? jason.? i dunno..
hockey ystd was so fun.. haha. i think i actually like hockey.. even though i didnt actually plan to join it... OMG.!! just remembered.. i forgot to take my allowence.. that means.. I'M BROKE.
DAMN.
thinking... hmm.. maybe i shldnt take it in cheque form.?? i'll think abt it later.
haha
oh.. ystd aft hockey. i met up with peiyi and watched i movie called 'happy birthday' i suggest you all NEVER watch it.. its horribly boring and.. omg.. its supposed to be based on a ture story.? its more like 'nicks life story' haha. get it.? BORING LIFE.

2007-01-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

okk..... my internet is mad... haha..
yay.! there's hockey tmr.. hope there wont be alot of running or physical training.. i'll just DIE.
dance today was quite fun.. yeah.. but the studio was 'robbed' by the damn breakers.. heh. its like OUR day....
i totally regretted not bringing my jacket to school today.. i was practically shivering....
horribly tired too.. fell asleep for awhile in chinese class and totally didnt have energy..
haha. got homework and revision to do.. ahh.... sat moring =]
cant wait till sat.. wanna go punks again. alvin say he share with me waterfall =]] OMG. i dont wanna get drunk.
oh yeah.. i've turned into charcoal...... DAMN. stupid sun.. i'm disgustingly tan now.. got loads of whitening stuff =]] hope it works..
ok.. i'm too tired to make anymore sense...

2007-01-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

my darn internet isnt working...
now... haha.. dunno...
got cross country tmr... gotta run 3.2km.
cant wait till sat... going to punks again... =]]
nas's birthday is tmr.
i'm bored.
good nite.

2007-01-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

woah.. my life's in a huge mess.. got tons of homework. some done, some half done, some not done. haven revised anything. haven't summarised my notes. havent done anything except appear in school almost everyday.
i end school like so damn late. average around 7pm. i go out after that. only reach home at abt 10 or 11. practically too tired to do anything.. OMG.!! tired...
and considering the fact i've been clubbling for 2 sats in a row. yes. i'll be going to dxo again tonight.
my rooms in a mess to.. so darn untidy. just cleaned it abit today.. but.. still.. whatever. i gotta lose weight by 10feb.. fighting fly weight.. haha.
=]
my dad's back in singapore

2007-01-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

dxo was fun.!! haha.. went there with alvin, jason, gerald, anjeline and daniel. but only me, alvin, jason and gerald stayed till the next morning.. haha..
in dxo.. woah.. the whole place WASNT smoke free. and neither was it alcohol free. soo.. given the fact that alvin has a super over aged face.. we got drinks. haha. i took 3 new mixes recommended by alvin.. nice.. didnt exactly get drunk.. just really really tired.. haha.
the dance floor was so damn packed.. practically no space to dance.. but.. we had our ways.. haha.
i saw like a few of my friends there.. melissa frm ccss, brandon from ijc and melissa who was my pri sch mate.. it was.. woah..
oh and guess what. I GOT BANNED. for the first time in my life.. heh.. but the bouncers were real dumb.. me, alvin and jason got thrown out and they choped some stuff 3 times on our right hand. but we still had the other 1 chop on our left which me can use for reentry.. so we just rubbed of the 3 chops and walked back in.. haha.. dumb.. but i saw many other people getting bounced.. haha
once the club closed at abt 4.. omg. i was so damn tired... yeah.. fell asleep while waiting for the first bus.... at arnd 8 when we reached hougang.. jason was going mad... he was like laughing to himself.. this is called the jason's sleepy syndrome. ehh.... he was weird.. haha...
oh.. melissa told me that kyns's band summers over was going to be playing at dxo next sat.. i'm thinking of entering again.. but not sure if i can.. haha. since melissa's going.. i think i can too rights. shes the same age as me =]

2007-01-13T09:22:00.000+08:00

morning.. supposed to go to the gym with peiyi today.. but.. OMG.. my body aches so damn much.. thanks to school in innova. wanna know why.??
monday : ok.. this day isnt bad..
tuesday : in the morning my class went mass running. did 1.2km
wednesday : pe (ran 1.6km, without stopping) AND hockey training.
thursday : had dance practice
friday : another crazy pe lesson which includes both running and physical training.
ok.. maybe it isnt that much.. but considering the fact that i haven done so much exercise in such a long time... OWWWW... pain... heh.

starting next week its going to get worse....
monday : hockey
tuesday : pe AND dance
wednesday : hockey
thursday : dance
friday : pe AND hockey
saturdaY : tkd.??
sunday : tkd.

haaha.. interesting.. i'm gonna end school like super late everyday.. and we've still got tutorials to complete.. i gotta do 2 for now. econs and maths.
cant wait for tonight.. going to DXO.!! haha.. hopefully it isnt a live band playing.. i'll just faint. heh
olvl results are going to be released soon.. on 8th of feb if i'm not wrong.. OMG.!! honestly.. if i can get just a 20pts i'll be happy... i mean.. with the amt i study.. well.. yeah.. if i get above 20pts.. i think i might just retake o's.. seriously..
okok.. gonna start homework now =] gonna be a good girl, with black hair.! haha

2007-01-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

RAIN. RAIN. RAIN.
i hate the rain.! it makes the weather freezing cold and my class have a horrible pe lesson. i think.. all ijc girls can sgin up for ns too. heh.

2007-01-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

lectures are boring.. HELL yeah.. BORING. especially process skills. thank god there wont be process skills from next week onwards.. heh..
pe was HELL-er. its like the first pe lesson my class is having and they made us run 1.6km. 4 rounds around the track. i'm like sooo proud of myself.. i ran the whole thing without stopping. HAHA. girl power. POWER PUFF.... ehhh...
ok.. i'm hell tired.. legs are completely sore.. too much exercise.. haha. even had hockey training today... it was rather fun i must say.. but seems kinda tough.. afraid i cant cope...
theres also dance prac tmr... i wanna do the contemp side and not the hiphop =]]
this is like craziness.. i've got cca 5times a week and on weekends i've got tkd training.. ahhh.!! haha
FUN.!!

2007-01-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

actually didnt wanna blog today.haha
also didnt wanna go for todays orientation.. but it was fun.. haha. amazing race was stupid... but aft that.. woah.. at night.. WOAH.. the entire hall was transformed into somewhat a rnb club. i love 0741C, everyone's so hyper =]] all of us were dancing.. haha. it was so fun.. but it ended quite quick... sads...
orientation's over.. our ogls were great =]]
now my whole class is planning to go club at some place.. haha.
i thought of him today again.. dunno why.. was sad.. but really tried to be happy. i bet i decieved everyone. but me. heh.
i think i'm soon going to be a lesbian.

2007-01-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha. today was even more fun than ystd =]]
not as many talks and everyone has kinda opened up abit more.. the clan cheers are getting louder and louder.. thats the way its supposed to be aint it.??
oh.. and i'm not in 0741A. haha. saw the wrong sgin that day. i'm in 0741C. haha. my cg's ct is totally hilarious.. melissa and i were like laughing non stop at his ultimate lameness. haha.
theres a carnival at innova on the 10th feb... ANYONE WANNA COME.?? haha
dance audition.. haha. damn gerald. he kept insisting on seeing me dance and he also pulled melissa along.. haha. it felt so weird.. he apologised aft the auditions as he could tell that i was holding back and he thought it was because of him.. haha. who cares.. I GOT IN. yeahhss...
when me, him and nas wanted to leave school. it like started pouring humans. so we took a cab and he alighted us at woodlands. haha. i went to meet alvin then headed to hougang to meet ronald.. yay...!! sat the fast car again.. but it wasnt as fast today.. haha. then at abt 10pm, he sent me home....
long day tomorrow.. actually didnt wanna go.. but practically my whole class is going.. so i'll go too.. i guess it shld be rather fun.. haha.

2007-01-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

=]] school today was rather fun.. haha.. the talks and all were super boring.. swear i could've slept in the hall... but the games were pretty ok i suppose.. haha. interesting and all.. i think the balloon thing was the most fun lahs.. totally trashed the other team 8-0. woahh.. haha..
innova is great mans.. main reason.. STARRSS.!!! everything is abt stars. from school song to motto to badge. EVERYTHING.! i love starrss.. haha.. ad astra.!!! haha.. thats in what language again.??
tmrs gonna be a wet day.. haha. heard there's gonna be loads of water games.. and aft school i've got some dance autition. haha. really hope i get selected.. =]]
met many new people.. i'm in class 0741A. haha. TITAN clan.. hmm.. kids central. TEEN TITANS. LETS GO.!! haha
ck is planning to go for the kotc competition. i think hes officially gone mad... hope he doesnt die there..

2007-01-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

schools opening tomorrow.... omg.. the holidays went by really fast.. been out for the past few days.. back late too.. schools starting, meaning no more late nights, no more slacking.. or NOT.?? haha
played pool again today.. jy and ck are like pro lahs.. hmmm, thats the effect of playing everyday.. yeah.. went with alvin, ronald and peiyi ystd. alvin taught peiyi how to play.. now she understands the trill of pocketing a ball. =]]
i've ironed my uniform and packed my bag.. all prepared.. only afraid i wouldn't be able to wake up. haha. my daddy is leaving the country again tomorrow.. my sister's going to fetch him, fetch me to school too.. we're supposed to leave the house by 5.. damns lahs.. gotta get up at 4.?? i think... i no need to sleep alrdys.. heh.

2007-01-01T04:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.!!!

haha. countdown party at marina was alright.. really crowded though... THERE WERE PRETTY FIREWORKS.!! haha.. went there with eunice, chingkai, justin, junhao, kokwee and hafiy.. we were like really damn high lahs.. haha.. high until me and eunice aft that feet cramp cannot walk properly.. haha.. then so.. we decided not to go meet alvin and friends and simei... =]]
walked all the way from esplanade to bugis just so we could take a cab.. but guess what. THERE WAS STILL NO CAB.!! all the way to 3am.. so ended up calling parents.. haha
there were god damn many people lahs.. both when we were going to the esplanade and when we were coming back. was squashed like mad.. SQUASHED i tell you. tuna, sardine, whatever. yeah. haha...
now waiting for chingkai to play some dunno what game then aft that we going to play a game.. haha. see who can sleep the longest.. lame, i know.. but.. haha..